I chose early on to follow a desire to prayerfully rear A Kingdom Minded MAN. From my own personal experiences and windows of observation…I came to the conclusion or opinion that all the surrounding life affirming male images consisted of fractured- broken-misguided-wounded-and spiritually depleted and/unfulfilled souls, steeped in immeasurable insecurities. Sadly, my attempts were tainted as I struggled with my own places of brokenness. I sought prayerfully to believe for A WHOLE Spiritually filled MAN (My Son). I thought, since the images and surrounding examples were so dysfunctional, then my aim should be to speak a newness; in other words, to shatter whats already broken- the curses, the traditions, the This is how its always been done mindset, and essentially right the ship. What I had not fully anticipated was the intrusion of my own brokenness which caused more pain and more hurt; my single hand, and simplicity of mind of trying to FORCIBLY wield my son into a place of NEWNESS–Spiritual Newness-Man Newness-Husband Newness-Father Newness-Brother Newness-SON Newness. Now, as he is an adult, I watch my son struggle through the hurt and the pain of wanting to embrace Newness, but all while being angry and resentful of my broken process and my personal desperation of desiring to see him WHOLE. So what is my place, now that I have seemingly caused more harm than good? I STAND on the Truth of the Right Intention, Knowing that GOD is Faithful, and Forgiving. Ultimately, the harvest is plentiful, but laborers are few…as I have ask for forgiveness, I push forward in (prayer), that the Lord of the harvest will send out HIS Laborers (not by my hand but HIS)–(Mat. 9:37-38). Because the earth waits in eager expectation for the revealing of the SONS and DAUGHTERS of GOD…(Romans 8:19)…So today, I am prayerful that GOD hears, and I Trust HIM to right my wrong steps….In the Name of GOD Our Father -Yeshua (JESUS)The Christ-And The HOLY Spirit…AMEN.

I Pray that this encourages other moms and dads as we seek God on behalf of our children…from generation to generation till time is no more.

(As women and daughters we are languishing in our own pain as we crave to be whole spiritual hearts connected and joined with our given Man of God )…(GOD Have Mercy on US ALL)